哎....幸好两天前发现该考TOEFL了...

上TOFEL注册的SITE一看...差点休克...

竟然整个ONTARIO都没有空位了....汗

马上扩大范围,全加拿大搜索...发现MONTERAL有...

松口气...12月15号飞过去考吧...

现在想想真是千钧一发啊...再晚两天查我不就完了?

 

哎...这星期要忙S了说...

英文课我的SPEECH...+ESSAY +HAMLET...

摄影课有N张照片要印完...

MEDIA要拍电影...(这个电影已经不知道搞得我多少夜没睡了)

GRAPHIC要设计杂志...

ECONOMIC要完成PS3市场供求报告...

COMPUTER要写什么只会加减的计算器的设计报告

还要去见MIT的EC做INTERVIEW...

还要搞多大的数学研究...

 

要死做不完了啊.....TOEFL只能不去管它了.....=.=

国内朋友们都高三了...

最近上MSN和几个人聊了下, 可谓感慨万千...

记得过去,有那么一小伙人,经常在一起研究数学物理...

大家的理想都是搞研究,得诺贝尔奖,还约好了以后一起上MIT理论物理系..

呵呵, 那时觉得志同道合,以为大家都会这样走下去的...所以..我也一直在向那遥远的目标努力

然后, 进了初中, 再是高中....然后我'逃'到了加拿大...

那么多年了....也许, 除了我以外...不再有人记得小时候的约定了吧

 

自己离目标不远了,即使本科不进,估计研究生也总能到MIT了,

偶尔也会想起小时候的朋友们...到了MIT,大家会不会都在呢?.

 

再谈起理想,已经是最近的事了...

...其实,依然坚持着梦想的,就只有我一个人而已....

突然有种从未有过的孤独,虽然我从来就是一个人.

每个人都劝我学实际点的专业,说搞数学不和时代,说我太固执...

可是,人生不就是追求目标的过程吗?

只要做自己喜欢的事,成为自己想成为的人,那些社会名利又有什么关系?

到头来,也就是些凡尘俗事而已!

 

如果有一天,我连坚持梦想也觉得勉强的话,

大概,也就到头了吧...

活着,我能想象的最高境界也就是每天做自己喜欢的事,

看着自己在热爱的行业上留下永远的成就

不是么?

可是,现在的人们都在追求什么呢?

我不明白....也不想明白...

 

也许,我还是适合一直活在梦里吧.....

 

顺便发个最近拍的照片...注:不是数码,35MM,黑白胶卷,自己在暗房里印出来的...

字是用幻灯片滤镜在暗房里加上去的...难度不小...-_-

Finally.....i left ncci...after 1.5 yrs....

i've been in the new school for 2 month now!

everything goes fine, as i expected, there are a lot of interesting courses...

and 1/100 chinese.

sounds like i found everything i wanted?

hehe i thought that way too....

but now i would like 2 say....just recently, i started missing NCCI...

may be just a tiny little bit....but still....

 

well...for everyone who wants 2 change school, especially 2 a public school

you'd better know everything before you make the decition...

well, here's 1100 people, but 90% of people never talk 2 anyone

most ppl just go through their classes, do homeworks....

 

and i found it's definately harder to get high marks here than in NCCI

although i can still get 100 on DATA and Computer Engineering...

but i can tell, it's definately more work and harder~

 

that English 12!!!!!!!!!!! wanna 2 drop it!!!!that teacher.......

doesn't like anything creative......he follows the "essay fomular" too badly!

ai......i started to miss Ms Conner these days...

just found it was so fun in her English 11 classes....

remember i loved the final project in Macbeth, and she gave me 100 on that^^

we did so many fun things.....(hehe, i didn't feel that when i was doing that course)

:P sorry Ms Conner...i didn't appreciate your classes on time.....

but now.......English = boring.....

ai....want 2 go back to NCCI just for the english....

 

so, people....if you are in NCCI, and you are taking English 12....

don't complain. just to know that it's the best english 12 course!